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Peter Quill 🌟 Star-Lord ([personal profile] spacedisaster) wrote2029-04-05 10:18 am
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[personal profile] ceptme 2024-11-12 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[The urgency of what came before had been incredible, but there's a different kind of intensity to this; a promise he doesn't know what to do with in the way Peter touches him like they have all the time in the world to make the most of it.

It'd been a long, hard road, learning how to be part of a team. How to accept people caring about him, and to admit to himself that he cared about them too. It was worth it, in the end, even if it still feels like a thin veneer on a yawning chasm some days. But this is new even beside all of that. Being someone's focus like this is something he has no point of reference for at all. Just feeling around the edges of it is already overwhelming.

There's some automatic retort on his lips about the typical quality of Peter's plans, but whatever it would have been it's lost in the kiss, overtaken by an almost subvocal moan. He doesn't know if he loves how enthusiastically Peter's taken to having an exciting new way to shut him up, but given that he plans to use to same tactic extensively himself, possibly he doesn't get to complain.

And the perks are undeniable. A sound that's almost a growl is pulled from him at that sting of teeth, and he kisses back harder, sinking his fingers back into Peter's hair and tugging]


Yeah, okay. That one was one of your better plans [Smirk] Granted, it's a low bar...
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[personal profile] ceptme 2024-11-13 11:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Getting into a full-blown capital-R Relationship isn't a thing he's ever been looking for, really. He still doesn't know if it's something he even wants, never mind the much bigger and more uncomfortable question of whether or not he's got enough pieces left for real people shit of that magnitude. Mostly the idea of letting someone in that close kind of makes his skin crawl. He's never understood why so many people go out actively seeking it, like there's some kind of person-shaped hole at their side that they're desperately trying to fill with anyone they come across who looks like they could be made to fit.

But for all that the idea doesn't really appeal in the abstract, this is about as close as he's ever gotten, and now he's here...he doesn't hate it. The uneasy tension he's always associated with trying to open up a little is absent. And whatever happens next, Peter's part of his crew. Nothing's going to change that. They've fucking bled for each other; if this doesn't work, sure things might be weird for a while, but they've been through too much together to let it fuck them up]


Yep [The agreement is immediate, cheerful, and utterly unrepentant. Hey, he's never claimed to not be an asshole. At this stage he can only assume Peter's into it.

He gives another low growl at the teasing jab and, predictably, does indeed immediately bite. He raises his eyebrows at the nudge to move]
You're the one who wanted to savor the afterglow or whatever [But he does obligingly roll off of Peter, sprawling out on the mattress with a catlike stretch and a satisfied groan]

Go on then [He reaches down to stroke his dick lazily, eyes sweeping hungrily over the outline of the promised goods] Gimme a show.
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[personal profile] ceptme 2024-11-13 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[They've seen each other naked plenty over the years— including on the day they fucking met, getting hosed down for processing in the Kyln. The whole crew's well used to living their lives in each others' space, and no-one really bats an eyelid at shit like communal showers or someone not feeling the need to lock themselves away in their bunk to get changed. They've patched up each other's hurts plenty too, got intimately familiar with more than a few scars back when they were fresh and bleeding; it's not like anyone's hiding any surprises under their clothes, is what he's getting at here. He already knows exactly what he's going to see when Peter's finished stripping off.

But that doesn't stop it from feeling new, especially when Peter's embracing that challenge to make a show of it. From the way Peter's eyes linger on him too, he feels like maybe he's not the only one thinking along similar lines, but it's hard to spare much brainpower for considering the kind of picture he must make himself when he's too busy greedily taking in every detail; the muscles in Peter's back flexing with the motion, the curve of his ass, a hipbone trailing temptingly down towards his waistband. His eyes are intent as they sweep over the skin newly bared to him, shamelessly appreciative]


You know I always got time for you, babe [Layered with sarcasm, of course, but it can't really cut too deep when he's readily pressing into the contact. He releases his grip on his cock in favor of grinding against the warm weight of Peter's thigh where it's draped over him. One hand settles at Peter's hip, pulling him in closer. He winds the other back into Peter's hair — he hadn't missed the positive response that tugging on it had got before — and pulls back slowly but firmly, encouraging Peter to bare the line of his throat for him to run his tongue along, tasting the salt of fresh sweat]

Nice show [He says, impishly, and sinks his teeth in]
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[personal profile] ceptme 2024-11-13 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[He makes a muffled noise of agreement against Peter's throat as he traces over the reddened marks he's left behind with the flat of his tongue, feeling the roughness of stubble and the thrum of the pulse beating hard just under the skin. There's something viscerally satisfying about seeing those marks livid against Peter's skin, knowing he's going to be carrying them around for a little while. A tangible reminder that this actually fucking happened.

The hands on him feel fucking incredible, drawing out rolling waves of pleasure from places he wouldn't have said until right this second that he particularly gave a shit about being touched. A quiet, almost surprised sound of approval falls from his lips as those wandering fingers tease over his nipples, his hips rocking more urgently into the muscular thigh slung across his leg. He presses his face into the crook of Peter's neck, moaning softly. He doesn't know every touch can have him greedy for more like this, like nothing else fucking matters.

He goes still at the question though, the haze of want receding slightly. He doesn't need to ask what Peter means; there's no point playing coy.

The fact that he's hesitated at all already isn't great. Never show weakness is a lesson he learned early and hard, and even after finding people he trusts to cover him, it's one he's never been able to fully let go of. It would be so fucking easy to just roll with it, slam up some old familiar walls of bravado and just see where it, but...fuck, he doesn't want to. After everything he figures a scrap of honesty is the least he owes Peter. He licks suddenly dry lips and takes a steadying breath]


Interested, yeah, but I uh... [He hasn't lifted his head from where it's still tucked in with his forehead resting against the side of Peter's neck] I'm not gonna lie to you man, it's...kinda new ground. I— [ — maybe don't have the best associations with the whole concept, he doesn't say. — feel kind of weird about it and I don't know if I wanna think too hard about why, he doesn't say. ] —y'know, I know I talk a good game, but I don't actually wanna hurt you for real.
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[personal profile] ceptme 2024-11-14 12:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[He relaxes in against Peter again at that easy acceptance, at the way the hands moving over his skin never pause, even as some part of him still wants to bristle at any implication that he needs any kind of gentle handling. He knows full well it's fucking stupid, but there's no helping the instinct, and it stings worse when it's true. At least after all this time he's learned how to not give in to it. A few years ago he might have done something real dumb at this juncture.

He doesn't know if he could really fit words around why this sits so fucking weirdly with him. But if he's honest with himself about it...well. The Kyln was number twenty-three on his long and increasingly impressive list of prison breaks. He'll happily brag about that, share stories of some of the wilder ones, but to bust out of a prison, first you gotta be in there. The first few efforts hadn't been nearly as practiced. They'd taken some time to come together, and in the meantime he'd had to figure out real fast how to survive on the inside. It makes him feel uneasy now in a way he hadn't had the context for then, looking back and realising how fucking young he must have been, that first time. Young, and small, and pretty, and no wonder he'd looked like an easy target to the kind of scum who go looking for that sort of thing.

'Course they'd learned pretty quick that the key word missing from that description was feral. He's left plenty of bodies behind him in his time, and those particular ones he's never going to feel a shred of fucking remorse about. He's intimately familiar from his time at the lab with what it feels like to be a thing in someone else's eyes, a resource they're only interested in for whatever they could get out of him, and even if the end goal had been different...he'd been pretty fucking determined to do whatever he had to to never have to feel like that again. At the time he'd been too invested in his own survival to have much sympathy to spare for anyone who couldn't kill to make their point. You fight back if you can and you suffer if you can't; that was just the way of the fucking universe back then. 

He resolved a long time ago to go down fighting if that was what it took not to be the guy who gets fucked over like that, but...he doesn't wanna be the other guy either. It's been a long, hard road to learning how to be better, to look past his own survival and give a shit about other people, and even now it doesn't come especially naturally. He doesn't want to be the kind of person who'd hurt someone they're supposed to care about for their own gratification. He's not in the habit of prettying up a hard truth, and he knows fine well he hasn't never taken way too much satisfaction in ending a fight more brutally than it'd started, or in shooting someone who'd done a questionable amount to earn it. Even if objectively he knows that there's no reason for Peter to ask for anything he doesn't want, on some level it still feels like risking crossing a line he doesn't know if he can come back from. He doesn't know if he wants to find out if he really would back it off if he was told to.

He doesn't know how he explains any of that; especially not when he is, frankly, still so horny his higher brain functions are on full autopilot. But he knows that he trusts Peter. Whatever comes next, it's going to be okay]


Yeah. Yeah, it's all good [He leans encouragingly into those touches, giving what reassurance he can with the closeness that he still wants to be here. A bomb might not be the right metaphor for Peter, but damned if disarming one isn't the right one for him, one that genuinely does make him feel on more solid ground with the whole concept. He regularly works with explosives that would turn him and everything else in a mile radius into a fine mist if mishandled; he knows he's more than capable of a delicate touch where it's needed. He lifts his head to catch Peter's lips in a kiss, soft and lingering, and makes his decision]

I mean, we can give it a shot, right? No reason we can't just bail if it ain't workin' out.
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[personal profile] ceptme 2024-11-17 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
[It's weird now to think back on a time when Peter was just another bounty, and his only particular investment in keeping the guy more or less in one piece was that the notice had specified wanted alive. Would they still have stepped in, that day in the Kyln, if there hadn't been that motivation? Maybe. He's got no illusions about giving much of a shit himself, but Groot always was better than him when it came to that kind of thing, and he knows he would have backed Groot's play no matter what.

Whatever might have happened in some other world, here and now — with Peter's arms around him, a lazy heat still burning between them — he's glad it didn't go down like that. Fuck, he's glad that all the shit they've been through, somehow it still ended with them here. There's no point wishing things were different. All you can do is make the most of what you've still got left]


I like illegal [His grin is mischievous] Illegal sounds fun.

[He definitely likes Peter's thighs as well, especially when they're rubbing up against him like that, the pressure so fucking good but so tantalisingly not enough. He goes easily with the motion as Peter rolls them. A full-body shiver runs through him at the feel of Peter's hands sinking into his hair, and he leans encouragingly into the touch, readily baring his throat to that hot, eager mouth. Another rough, muttered curse falls from his lips for the sting of that mark being put on his skin, drawing him deeper into the kind of hazy heat that makes thinking too hard real difficult.

He braces his forearm against the mattress to keep his balance, and slides his free hand over Peter's skin, following the planes of muscle and the familiar lines of old scars. His hips are still rocking lazily, shamelessly rutting into the warm press of their bodies; at this angle his cock is trapped in between their stomachs, and he has the distant thought that he could probably get off just like this, grinding greedily against Peter as the hot mouth working against his throat sends fresh waves of lust shuddering through him.

But fuck, for all his misgivings, he's still him and that means curious to a fault. He wants to know what more ends up looking like. He pulls away just enough to meet Peter's gaze, a spark in his eyes not a million miles away from the look he gets in the moment it becomes clear that a job's about to tip over into a firefight]


C'mon then. How we gonna do this?
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[personal profile] ceptme 2024-11-19 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[He wasn't prepared for just how hard and fast they can fire each other up but he sure as hell isn't complaining about it. He curses sharply for the sting of Peter's teeth at his throat, only to relax back into it with a shuddering moan with that soothing press of tongue, arching up greedily into the touch of the hands moving over his skin. Even for the promise of better yet to come, he's reluctant to move. It feels so much better than he would have thought possible being exactly where he is, and he doesn't want to give it up just yet.

But no-one could ever accuse Peter of approaching things with anything less than complete enthusiasm, and he's fully aware of the force of the puppy eyes are are going to get turned on him if he teases for too long. He straightens up, fingertips trailing down Peter's chest with the movement, and balances himself with a hand braced on Peter's thigh as he leans over to fish around in the drawer as instructed. After a few moments he pulls out a likely-looking bottle and tosses it over for Peter to catch]
This one?

[His stomach flips over at the offered choice, both options sparking some incapacitatingly hot mental images. He licks his lips slowly, looking down at Peter with hungry eyes, and makes his choice]

I wanna watch.
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[personal profile] ceptme 2024-11-20 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't know what to do with how the way Peter looks at him makes him feel. The idea of being wanted isn't completely alien, and after all this time he's just about come to terms with being cared about, but there's something about getting both at once from someone who really fucking matters to him that he's completely unequipped to deal with. It's too much, but fuck, he doesn't want it to stop.

He's reluctant to break that kiss, but for the promise of what's to come he lets himself be gently pushed away, rolling back into a comfortable sprawl on the mattress. His breath catches sharply as Peter moves to straddle him before escaping again in a rough curse, his gaze shamelessly appreciative as it moves over Peter's broad shoulders, the muscles of his back, the mouthwatering swell of his ass. He doesn't need any more encouragement to appreciate with his hands as well as his eyes; he props himself up on one elbow and slides a hand up Peter's thigh to settle at his hip and grip there, giving a wolfish grin as their eyes meet over Peter's shoulder and a shallow, teasing thrust up against him.

The sound of the cap popping open is loud in the hush of the room, and his mouth goes suddenly dry with anticipation. He licks his lips slowly, his hand squeezing lightly on Peter's hip, eyes fixed on the movement of his hand like he couldn't look away if his life depended on it. A punch of blind lust hits him like tidal wave, erasing any capacity for rational thought. In what feels like the space of a heartbeat he goes from half-mast to hard enough to cut fucking glass]


Fuck, Peter... [It's barely more than a ragged breath, fervent as a prayer. He shifts his weight to sit up more fully, his hand sliding up Peter's flank as he leans in to press a kiss between his shoulderblades] Fuck, that's hot.
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[personal profile] ceptme 2024-11-21 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Those noises cut right through him, striking some deep-seated place of visceral want and need. He wants more, so badly he aches with it, and it's pretty fucking clear he's not the only one. It's hard to hold onto whatever misgivings he may have had — or any other rational thoughts for that matter — in the face of how fucking much Peter obviously wants this, wants him]

Yeah? [A smile curls on his lips, and he bites at the meat of Peter's shoulder before tracing over the mark with his tongue. He slides his hand across Peter's chest and down his stomach, still scattering bites and kisses over his shoulders, and toys with the trail of hair leading further downward. The brush of his fingertips is light, teasing, as they follow that path, stopping just short of brushing the base of his cock] Say the word and I'm all yours.

[Slowly and deliberately he wraps a hand around Peter's cock, stroking with a torturously slow pace. His hips are still rocking up thoughtlessly into the warmth of Peter's body, grinding against his inner thigh. He rests his forehead against Peter's back and gives a low groan, overwhelmed with want and need] I want you so fucking bad.
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[personal profile] ceptme 2024-11-21 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's always been fascinated by the opportunity to really dig his fingers into something and figure out how it responds under his hands; that's just as true here and now with flesh as it's ever been with metal. Part of him is still amazed that he can really have such a strong effect on Peter. If he'd given it any thought beforehand, he would have assumed that obviously he'd be stuck playing catch-up the whole time, given how relatively inexperienced he is. He never would have imagined that Peter would be so eager under his hands, arching into every touch and crying out for more.

He is, at his heart, kind of a dickhead, so obviously he can't resist the urge to continue teasing and distracting as best he can while Peter's trying to concentrate. It's something that could easily become addictive: drawing out curses and moans with every pass of his hand and scrape of his teeth, feeling Peter shudder under his touch, and knowing that he's driving the other man absolutely insane.

He moans softly as Peter's fingers slide through his hair and tilts his head encouragingly into the touch, a sound that's almost a whine falling from his lips for the light scrape of blunt nails over his scalp.

Lost in how fucking good it all feels, it takes him a moment to catch up with what's happening. And then realization hits him with a punch of lust so intense it feels a little like taking a bullet. He swallows thickly, heart pounding in his chest as he moves to line up. Both of his hands slide round to grip Peter's hips firmly]


I got you [It's a low, rough murmur, breathed like a promise against one of the countless small scars littering Peter's upper back. He shifts his hips, his breath catching with a convulsive shudder that rolls right through him as the head up his dick nudges up against the slick cleft of Peter's ass. His grip tightens, encouraging Peter to sink down, and then—] Oh, fuck—

[—and then he's slipping inside, inch by maddening fucking inch, and fuck he can't breathe. The world is narrowed to nothing but the way Peter feels around him, hot and slick and dizzyingly tight. He closes his eyes and presses his forehead against Peter's shoulder, panting] Holy shit.
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[personal profile] ceptme 2024-11-22 11:14 am (UTC)(link)
[His grip on Peter's hips is going to leave bruises behind. There's a pang of unease in some deeply buried part of him at that thought, but it's hard to hold onto it in the face of how overwhelmed his senses are. The warm, reassuring hand sliding over his own helps too, steadying and grounding him. He takes in another slow, shaky breath and makes an effort to pull himself together.

Even this far gone he still wants to protest that you can't hurt me, some incredulous voice deep in his skull whispering you can't possibly think that's true. He knows Peter knows the kind of damage he's capable of doing even unarmed. He can't wrap his head around how fucking much Peter trusts him. Peter's in a vulnerable position right now; it would be so, so easy to hurt him. 

But fuck, he doesn't want to. He wants desperately to deserve the kind of trust he's been given.

The sound that's torn from his throat as as he gives the first shallow, exploratory roll of his hips is a broken, ragged thing. He doesn't have much leverage in his current position, but even unable to do much more than grind up into Peter, the motion is more than enough to have sparks going off behind his eyes. He relaxes his grip just enough to wrap his arms around Peter's waist, nuzzling into the nape of his neck with a low, heartfelt groan]


C'mon [His voice is low and rough, thick with desire, as he rocks his hips encouragingly] You gonna make me do all the work here?
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[personal profile] ceptme 2024-11-23 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[If he'd thought he was losing his fucking mind before, it's nothing beside how it feels to have Peter riding him like he can't get enough, like getting to take his dick is the best thing that's ever fucking happened to him. The noises he's making are fucking addictive, and Rocket can feel answering moans and curses and filth falling carelessly from his own lips. His hands are roaming greedily over Peter's skin, fingers digging in here and there to feel the flex of solid muscle. It's a heady feeling, having all that strength and power under his hands, focused on nothing but bringing them both as much pleasure as possible.

It feels incredible, too much and not enough all at once, and fuck he can't take not having the leverage to move any more. With one last parting bite to Peter's shoulder he lets himself fall back onto the mattress. His hands find Peter's hips again, gripping hard over the tender spots of those nascent bruises; he shifts to plant his feet and brace his shoulders against the mattress and finally, finally get enough purchase to actually thrust. His hips snap up, hard, and he gasps out a choked-off profanity at how fucking good it feels. It's animal instinct to repeat the motion, chasing that spike of pleasure, and he quickly finds a rhythm with the way Peter's riding him. He can feel the strain in his muscles, a rapidly building burn from the position, but it's more than fucking worth it.

The air is full of the obscenely slick sounds of flesh on flesh, underscored by rhythmic gasps and moans and the creaking of the mattress, and it only makes it hotter]


Oh, fuck, Peter— [It's a desperate, breathless moan, voice thick around the other man's name as though it's the filthiest swearword he knows and none of the others are up to the task] Fuck, c'mon, you feel so fucking good...
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[personal profile] ceptme 2024-11-24 11:25 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a brief pang of regret that he can't see Peter's face, that he doesn't get to watch the expressions that match those shameless, needy sounds. He'll just have to make sure he gets to next time. And fuck, it's a little startling in a way he does not have the spare brainpower to examine right now to realize that he really does believe there's going to be a next time.

He keeps up the relentless pace, responding to those desperate pleas. The building burn in his muscles only puts a sharper edge on the pleasure, a satisfying ache like the one left behind after a hard-won fight. They're both close enough now that the rhythm is starting to falter, their movements going erratic with urgency. He tightens his grip and from somewhere finds the purchase to put a little more power behind his thrusts, the mindless litany of filth and praise falling from his lips turning increasingly incoherent]


You feel so fucking good, fuck— c'mon, c'mon gorgeous, I wanna feel you come for me—

[The noise he makes as Peter goes suddenly tight around him is sharp and desperate and as much surprised as anything else, the feeling overwhelming his senses, and he slams home once, twice before his hips are stuttering helplessly with a broken keening noise as he follows him over the edge.

He melts back into the mattress, panting; another thin, high sound catches on his lips as the aftershocks ripple through him. His thumb strokes slowly over Peter's hip, distractedly gentle, as he tries to remember how to fucking breathe]
Fuck.

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